September 2010
19 posts
一些感想
這幾天很忙。 原本以爲說辭掉實驗室就會輕鬆很多。結果大錯特錯。 我好像比之前還忙。 我想是應為朋友給我的壓力吧。 看到我其他要念醫學院的朋友都那麽努力那麽忙，活動那麽多， 就想自己不能輸他們。我一定要比他們忙，活動比他們多。可是我爲什麽會有這種觀念呢。我爲什麽要把我自己逼成一個三分像人七分像鬼的人呢。我爲什麽就不能放輕鬆， 享受人生呢？ 有時候真的好討厭好討厭我自己。真的好討厭，又覺得很無能。又對我自己失望。
還有， 我好想阿公阿嫲。。。 好想好想他們。 我真的好想回去臺灣跟他們住個幾年，照顧他們， 陪陪他們。 我每一次想到他們我都會偷偷的哭。我好想轉回時間，當初多陪他們幾年再來美國。我現在好害怕好擔心他們。我有時候在想。我那麽努力看書是爲了什麽-當醫生嗎？ 大家覺得我應該要為大家為自己成功， 可是什麽才是最重要的呢？我覺得是看到家人。我想多陪陪大家。
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鼎泰豐!!!!!!
okaygirl:
went to go eat it today. it has been a suuuuuuuuuuuuuper long time since I last visited. AND IT TASTED SO SHUANG IN MY MOUTHHH. seriously.
life is unfair.. as always
This is another stupid rant. BUT sometimes i can’t help but think that relationships are so unfair, not just couple relationships but friends too. I feel like I ALWAYS end up giving more than I get in return. WHICH IS FINE, I just wish it didn’t happen everytime. This just reminds me of things that hurt so much I don’t even want to mention it. BUT mostly, in the most current...
