can we pretend the airplanes are shooting stars?

My mcats are in less than two weeks. I’m so scared. BUT I studied all summer. it should be okay….. right right right…. I really want to do well to prove to myself and my parents that i can do it. I want to make my parents proud and to make it so that all that money and time was well spent. I have to believe in myself!! So many people rooting for me. I can’t let everyone down!!!

   I’m sitting here in borders studying and I suddenly thought of tumblr. haha and thought about a couple people i forgot to thank,

just so i have for my reference. I feel so blessed to have so many loyal friends!!!!

First off….  ALEX. best brother. need i say more?

HOW CAN I FORGOT SAMANTHA? She is like a sister to me! ALthought she is only one day older than me AND the younger sister of her family, I feel like she’s older than me hahaha. She’s responsible, caring, VERY MOTHERLY, sweet, and genuine. I don’t even know how I would have gotten through the three years of college without her. I will never forgot how she had to remind me that the stats midterm was not in the room i was sitting in HAHAHAHA. I cannot believe she knew who my GSI was. She is so organized and hardworking. She deserves everything she has and I KNOW she will get into a GREAT dental school and be a GREAT dentist… AND give me free dental care hahaha. I love her so much, i don’t even know how to thank her. I love sleepovers at her house and sleeping on the same bed (even tho i HATE sharing beds) and listening to her teeth grind LOL not really. but I love her and I LOVE watching movies with her and sitting on her bean bag. I LOVE how she listens to everything i have to say AND helps me with everything. It’s unfortunate that i can’t help her the same way since she’s such a smarty pants hahaha. I love her. LOVEloveLOVEloveLOVElove.

ALSO, how can I forget stanley? Even though stanley and I were never close friends until the end of junior year, i have to thank him for listning to EVERYTHING i had to say. literally EVERYTHING and EVERYTHING and EVERYTHING hahaha when i was upset over everything he helped me feel better. and i knew it was extra hard for him because i was upset with his best friend. But really… thank you so much. ANd thank you for always using your humor to cheer everyone up.

AND monica….. how many phone calls did she have to pick up when i was upset HAHA. She was always supportive of everything I did and verbally encouraging. haha. I’m so blessed to be able to live with her this year. thank you so much. And i know I made it so much harder for her and the club yet she never never ditched me through all of this. Thank you so much.

AND wendy…. I love this girl SO MUCH. friends since freshman year. SO BLESSED to have met her. I couldn’t have gotten through college without her. THank you so much and putting up with me ALL the time. Thank you for always understanding me or trying to when you didn’t. LOVE you so so so much. THere is too much to say about wendy, I would have to type for a year.

…. and…. Nghia and Tiet. How can I forget you guys…. HOW? These two girls are one of the best things that ever happened in my college career. ALWAYS there for me no matter what. ALWAYS. Always got my back. Whether its school or clubs or other things. I know they will both get into GREAT pharmacy schools. THEY deserve it. THey work so hard every day. I love you guys SO MUCH, you have no idea. I know that we will be friends forever.

I have to thank Kelly who is in Taiwan for all her encouraging words. AND to help me see God again. To regain the faith. Thank you. I can’t wait to visit you winterbreak!

omg. i love you guys so much. SO much. It makes college worth it. BACK to studying! haha